MY EMOTIONS ARE CONFUSED....IM REALLY HAPPY BUT IM FREAKEN MAD BUT SAD ALL AT ONCE...I LIKE TO THINK THAT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS OK.......I KNOW I HAVNT BEEN DOING WELL IN SKOOL....THE DEAL WITH ME IS THAT IM REALLY LAZY OR AT LEAST THATS WAT I THINK THE PROUBLEM IS...I CANT SEEM TO FIGHT THIS LAZY SIDE OF MINE....U COULD PUT A MILLION DOLLARS INFRONT OF ME AND I'D STILL NOT DO GOOD IN SKOOL.....IM JUST REALLY NOT GOOD AT THE WHOLE SKOOL THING....I MEAN I KNOW IM SMART...I JUST DONT KNO HOW TO LET THAT SIDE OF ME COME OUT...TEACHERS THINK I SHOULD BE PASSING ALL MY CLASS WITH AT LEAST As AND Bs BUT COME ON.....REALLY IM NOT THAT SMART BECOUSE IF I WAS SMART I'D BE DOING GOOD IN SKOOL RIGHT??? I WOULD REALIZE THAT I'D NEED DO GOOD IN SKOOL TO BE SOME ONE IN LIFE....(IT DONT REALLY MATTER IF U DONT FINNISH SKOOL UR STILL SOME ONE) BUT I REALLY DO THINK I WILL TRY MY HARDEST AT DOING MY SKOOL WORK AND SHII.....I THINK IT TIME....THE ONLY THING IS THAT I DONT KNO HOW TO FIGHT THE WAR THAT GOES ON IN MY HEAD..THE WAR BETWEEN MY LAZY SIDE AND MY WELL UP AND GOING SIDE...THERES JUST NO END TO IT..EFBEUFWUFBUWBFUWF.....GAH! WAT I HAVE TO DO? OTHER THAN ALL THIS IM PRETTY HAPPY IVE GOT SOME REALLY AWESOME PPLE IN MY LIFE...IVE GOTZ LOTZ OF NEW FRIENDS EVEN A ASS KICKING GIRL FRIEND, AND FAMILY SURE MY AUNT SCREAMS AND SHII BUT SHE STILL LOVES...(SHE JUST DOESNT SHOW IT) LOL WELL I THINK IMA STOP HERE ALL THIS IS ALREADY BORING FOR U OR AT LEAST FOR ME LOL GOSH MY LIFE AINT THAT BORING IF IVE GOT ALL THESE THINGS TO KEEP ME BIZAY!

-THE MAGNIFICO JuanDISSIMO